I see dead people

No i haven't been watching THE SIXTH SENSE.No i haven't been watching some other dumb ass movie,with over paid actors with small or little story lines.But i do see a fucking ghost everyday,and it drives me fucking crazy.This bitch won't stop haunting me,everyday it's fucking there.I have to see something from my past,that i was dumb enough to deal with.If i knew better i would have ran away,well not sure anyway.I do everything i can not to think;see;hear;or know it's around.No such luck,it's around me.It makes me suffer.My place smells of damn smoke,and no matter how much i clean it still fucking dirty.I clean it about 5 times a day,still not enough.This ghosts affects my son as well,and there is nothing i can do about it.Yes the dead walk around and it fucking gets on my nerves.Something that was a huge,if not my life,walks around to make me suffer.Something i thought was alive,really is dead to me.Or really the other way around.I got this fucking ghost,MAKING ME SUFFER FOR THE SINS IT DID.Bullshit,that's what it is.Carol ann never had it this bad.