hey who's that?

I have seen alot of movies,most have been shit.Some have been so good i was in shock,others made me want to commit murder on the people that made it.I have seen all kinds of movies.Ones that were so damn pretty to watch(HERO-2004)you were like "shit this is so bad ass,look at that"Some that were so fucking stupid you had to be high to enjoy a piece of dog-shit the devil would cry about (cold creek manor-2004).Others so great in everything you forget how long they are;who's in it;what's going on;because you are thinking "damn this is like the best movie ever"(kill bill 1 & 2)But what i wonder is "who the hell was that?".The black guy standing in the corner in the civil war movie,who never says anything but"sure boss".The cute chick that stands there in line behind the lead actors at some important part of the movie,but all you can do is look at her.Or the fat chick that is not supposed to be looking at the camera,but you keep thinking "i think i know her",just because she looking at you.So what i'm thinking is there should be a "who's that?"award.Something that gives these "extras"some kinda of award for being damn "there".If you have a extra that freaks you out,and they are only in the movie for like a minute,they should get something.And at the same time,some of these people should have killed everyone on set,when they knew it was a piece of shit.And because of that maybe......maybe they shouldn't get anything,they knew it was shit.They should be hunted down,because they could have stopped it.Damn all of you,i can't believe i sat through a crap like the piece of monkey-shit(saw-2004)oh,i will make you all suffer.Nuff said.

I have seen, hell

I know it's been over a month since i last wrote,my dog ate my pc.Well really i have been sick,devil-sick.I got sick and then as i was getting over it,got sick again.And i think my body owes me a fucking "sorry",but i'll get over it.I remember being 21 or so(young)and being sick for a day,and still being able to do anything,fathertime has kicked my ass.I had a fever of 103 for most of the time,ok not really that high.Way back when,i could have a fever of 105 go out drinking all night;fight;get lucky;and head back to work.Without a bit of meds or sleep,not now.So i have started to wonder why i can't do that now?I think it is will-power.At one point i was sitting in the car thinking i can't make it to the door,because i was so tried.Then i used something i aalways do when i workout,yell.Yell and push myself.Suddenly i had all the power and fight and strength in the world.I was able to do everything i always can,because i "pushed myself"to do it.So being sick can kick your ass,send you to hell.But you got to push yourself to do everything.Of course having cancer will still make you weak,and really no matter of "mental pushing"will help.But look at people with cancer they still have the will to do everything,and of course they curse more often.These people are almost fucking super-human fighting,and here we are getting are asses kicked by a flu.My grandma had cancer for a while,and damn could she run circles around anyone,with a sense of humor.I remember a phone conversion with had.I asked her how she was getting around and she said "by my niggermoblie",i was like "what",she said "oh honey that's your feet".I must have laughed for about 40 minutes.Damn she was funny